Friday, 21 July 2017

...Selamat tinggal Syawal...

belum terlambat lagi for addinfarhani nak ucapkan
selamat hari raya aidilfitri...
maaf zahir batin...

Family addinfarhani

....alhamdulillah....
xlama lagi Syawal akan tinggalkan kita...
harapnya, kita dipanjangkan umur utk berjumpa dgn
Ramadan+Syawal tahun hadapan... Insya-Allah...

alright, addinfarhani baru perasan,
dlm bulan JULAI ni, addinfarhani baru post satu entry....
haha... busy gila addinfarhani nie...
ntah apa yg busy pun xtau (--',)

okeyh... actually, addinfarhani have
an extra-semester need to be attend
which make addinfarhani gila2 punya down...

xlah down sgt sbb addinfarhani bole expect dah benda tu,
but still I got shock and depressed at that time...
mesti lah... disbbkan that one paper,
addinfarhani masih seorg student...

but after few days, I got this thinking...
the positive one of coz...
thanks to mimi bcoz her words make me feel ease at that time...

"...I should be grateful...
I am lucky enough to be selected with another 5 seniors to re-take that one subj
because actually we got chance to sharpen our understanding towards the subject..."

I keep thinking that throughout the semester and with that,
I finished sitting for my final exam last 8-7-2017 with my classmates...

I can see their smiling face after the exam...
and I can't stop smiling too on that day...
hopefully, Datin can pass us this time...

btw, result xkeluar lagi...
result keluar tgh bulan 8 klu xsilap addinfarhani...
doa-doakan addinfarhani yer....
(^^,)

one more thing...
skrg addinfarhani dah dpt kerja...
few days b4 final exam which is hari Isnin,
addinfarhani attend walk-in interview
and that week jgak, hari Khamis,
I got the call from that company,
telling me that I got accepted to the position...
and they asked me utk start kerja that week jgak, hari Sabtu...
but since Hari Sabtu addinfarhani ada exam,
terus addinfarhani set utk start kerja hari Ahad....

I just get a clerk position
but at least addinfarhani xla dok buang masa after exam kan....
so skrg dah 2 minggu addinfarhani kerja kat tmpt tu...

my feelings?
truly speaking, I got a mixed feeling...
I'm happy bcoz I'm working now...
I'm sad bcoz I want a better job than this...
I'm grateful bcoz at least I got a job
sbb ada kawan addinfarhani still mencari kerja...
I'm confused becoz of few problems...
so, after a deep thinking,
I choose to stay there...
 reason --->
I can't wasting my time anymore...
I need to catch up my batch, my friends...

Yup, agak keterlaluan bila addinfarhani stated that
addinfarhani dah rugikan masa addinfarhani selama satu sem...
tp that's reality...
walau bertuahnya addinfarhani dapat extend satu sem, but
org nampak yg addinfarhani buang masa utk repeat
as addinfarhani failed one subject...

yg org xnampak is, in that satu sem, addinfarhani dpt berjumpa
dgn ramai orang baru yg addinfarhani xpernah terpikir pun nak jumpa...

dgn mereka, I gain new experience....
I gain new ways to handle org2 mcm mereka...
I gain new positive thinking... rezeki masing-masing...
and really, I really understand that phrase now....

addinfarhani gain confidence in interacting with other people
sbb kali ni, addinfarhani sorg2...
since in batch addinfarhani hanya addinfarhani yg tersangkut...

together with my seniors yg seramai 5 org,
we manage to face this semester
di dalam kelas yg ada 2aircond tu...
just imagine how cold the class is...
how ketaq lutut kami di dalam kelas...
how focus kami di dalam kelas
(^^,)

Alhamdulillah...
everything happened has its own reason
kita hanyalah manusia lemah yg mampu merancang...
selebihnya ketentuan dari-Nya....

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I have a ton of dreams need to be achieve...
Insya-Allah dgn izin Allah, I try to achieve it one-by-one...


I'm gonna miss this la...
since machine 'gedegang' tu right in front of my rumah
(addinfarhani stay at kolej kediaman utk pelajar NR)
selalu jgak la I get myself a tin from that machine....
selalunya time nak layan Itadaki High JUMP or RunningMan...
(^^,)