Saturday, 21 September 2019

THE 1st-step

Konnichiwa minna-san~~~

I wondered....
if...
no, I mean...

I take...

a very 1st-step in my life~~~
1st time ever I make this drastic decision!
I don't know, I just follow my instinct...
hopefully, everything goes smooth...
I'm not that strong...
I'm not that good with my brain...
I'm not perfect...

Kinda hope that this 1st step I take is worth...
well, my own friend had proved it to me...
but she says that she too needs to face some difficulties too...

Ouh! I wish I can read people

THE 1st-step


....

...

.

... Insecurities ...
yes, that's what keeps bugging me for the last two days...

I want to be excited but I'm afraid this is just a sweet night dream...
I want to be cautious but it may affect the real things we develop; trust factor...
I want to be open-minded but I'm afraid it may stab-back me later...

...Insecurities...
the probability is undetermined~~~

and this is the time I need HIM most...
He a great planner...
I should seek and have faith in HIM~~
addinfarhani

Sunday, 18 August 2019

7th years in blogging

I missed the date!!
[16.08.2019]
haha~~~ it can't be helped...
with Eid Adha, I'm busy attending open house last week...
and the last open house is just last night...

I'm not lying,
I need to start the diet!

Yosh!
7th years in blogging...

Alhamdulillah~~~
I just realized how my life had changed~~~
in a good way, I mean...

Realizing that I am less updating, it shows how busy me right now...
it's not like I got no free time... but things keep following me until makes me wondering how I involve in it??? haha...
well, I love help people coz I know I would hope the same if I'm in their shoes...

Ouh! I just realized it now...
I got no time to make a new background for my blog...
sadly, I must admit here... I'm totally forgetting about it~~~

tsk... tsk... tsk...

naa... I still love the current background and header...
and yeah!

"... you color your own world... you choose... no short cut to success..."

these words encourage me to face forward... no matter what people say, you the one that needs to make the decision... take the critics in a positive way... don't let it turn you down... one day, when u recall back your harden times, u will be relieved u not give up!
*this advice if for me also*

~addinfarhani






Wednesday, 10 July 2019

Johnny Kitagawa [1931-2019]

Johnny Kitagawa [1931-2019]

Johnny Kitagawa, the founder of J&A...
the boss, the father, the buddyz, the grandpa of 100++ talents
had passed away last night 9July2019...

before this, on June 18, he had been admitted to hospital after he had collapsed... no further details had been announced till makes the fans conclude he had passed away... but a week after, Arashi had cleared the rumored said that he is still alive...

Johnny had died at the age of 87 due to stroke (read here)

His idea of creating Johnny's still amazed me... he had helped many boys catch their dream, turning the dream into reality...

and he does help us too; the fans around the world in any waysss... I do know how but I know it does... the music, the entertainment from Johnny perspective is totally different... it's above from what people imagine...

one of his final wished is ...

“this world would continue to be peaceful and full of hope so that people could continue to enjoy entertainment,”

and here, I'm as a person who always admired his good deed, want to say a word...

"...He might not a very good person in the past (I'm not sure of it tho; with all the info, rumored, gossip regarding the claims by certain person and mag that I found on the internet, I cannot deny it coz I don't know the truth and if it turns out the truth, it is so disgusting!) YET no one can't deny his good side too... I keep admiring how he treats the child despite their background, and willing to help them face the cruel world... well, the proof is here, as many feel grateful for his doings during their first entrance in JE...

Johnny Kitagawa... He is not here with us but he is there in our heart... in our mind... and he is forever alive in our memories..."

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[12/07/2019] at Johnny's funeral attended by 150 talents~~~ the ceremony hosted by Taichi Kokubun (TOKIO)and Yoshihiko Inohara (V6)

all his sons attending the funeral, giving him last wishes...

(picture not mine)

I'm happy seeing the JRs there was there as well... for sure all the senpai was debuted up till 2018; which King & Prince debut before the retirement of Johnnys from entertainment world...

All senpai during their debuted days~~~
last but not least, see the colorful plates over there~~~ it writes with all the group names...





*all pics credit to the rightful owner~~~~

Sunday, 30 June 2019

mission completo~~~~

alhamdulillah~~~
after one-year planning, we managed to complete our very first trip...
we choose Kundasang to dedicate this special occasion...


well, I definitely will write it here; our memorable moments (^^,)
even it is just a short vacation, please note that it enough for me
to create a-butterfly-feeling whenever I think of it...
of course, I mean it in a good way...

after the vacation, I realize one this important thing;...

you are the one that controls your body...
you want it, you need to make a move...
you late, you will miss the chance...
you hesitate, the chance will not wait for you...
after all, you the one that make decision for your life...

yosh, I will end this here...
*need to prepare a long note for the vacation entry (^^,)





Friday, 31 May 2019

May is come to end~~

its already 31st May~~~
Time flies so fast...I even didn't realize till I remembered the upcoming Aidilfitri (^^,)

since I got no topic in my mind, I want to brag about these two released last few days from the same group...
it happened in May tho and yes, you not hear it wrong,
this group had released their new single twice this month!


Lucky-Unlucky / Oh!My Darling
Lucky-Unlucky 
JUMP look fresh and young~~~~
with pastel color, I'm quite shocked with their fresh image~~~
this song actually for Chinen drama...

btw, this single include HSJ Yamada Ryosuke solo song- Oh!MyDarling
and yeah, it comes with PV too...
after watching it nth times, I can say that Yamada looks a fine man~~~
no more chibi, he upgraded to be a very fine, gentleman~~~
this song is used for Kose Lachesca CM...
(^^,)


Ai dake ga subete?- What do you want?
I LOVE this song!!!!
LOVE the PV!!!
I keep replaying the PV and the mp3 too...
this song is for HSJ Inoo drama...
ah! their new song called as Bloom is promising too~~~
b4 that, this release is being JUMP 1st released of DVD single...
*I can't wait to receive my copy~~

yosh! It's completed!
*actually I promise myself to keep update at least twice a month..*
Oyasumi minna~~~

Thursday, 25 April 2019

忘れられない旅 ~Unforgettable moment~

It already 2 months and 9 days but still the memories still there...
I want to keep it... I don't want it gone, I do want to keep it!

Unforgettable moment...


 perhaps at this moment, I kinda in hesitate to believe where I was at that time...
haha... don't blame me, I'm grateful enough get chances to be there...

it just too many unfull promises before
which is it taught me to not be in any hopes(to get something);
unless I do it by myself...

and when this sudden plan got in my head,
I'm being too careful, be in 50-50 either to believe or not...
and when it does happen, I lost time to be in excitement
which makes me fall sick 3 days right b4 the day we depart
(some kind of panic becoz I'm not preparing myself to face a really long journey I never had b4)...
and yeah, I'm in not a good condition that time
but I try my best to enjoy every moment there...
and that's where I learn new things;

...we are human...
we not God; HE the best planner...
HE knows what best for us...
- addinfarhani

enjoy every moment you had...(^^,)


Tuesday, 5 March 2019

Umrah Pertamaku ~Intro~

alhamdulillah....
dgn izin-nya,
dpt ku langkah ke sini...
melihat Ka'abah...
berada di hadapan Ka'bah...
mengelilingi Ka'bah...

~at Masjidil Haram (Mekah) with my twin~

~at Masjidil Nabawi (Madinah)~

Tidak pernah terlintas langsung di fikiranku,
aku diberi peluang untuk melangkah ke sini...

even the time aku menaip post ini;
I write this entry a week b4 I'm fly bcoz I don't think
I can think calmly when the actual time comes,
so I decide I will write this feeling first,
then when the time comes, I will just upload it...
at this current time,
rasa teruja nak pergi still melekat di hati...
rasa unsecure still ada sbb I still can't believe this...
rasa ketaq lutut pun ada, risau...
but yg penting I'm so thankful...
~Alhamdulillah~

thanks to my otousan,
because of this precious present for me
and for my family to be exact...
Alhamdulillah....
we never know this time would comes...
HIS planning is the best...
and for Otousan,
kaklong berdo'a agar semua urusan abah dipermudahkan....
InSyaAllah~~~

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tika ini,
di saat ini, addinfarhani dah selamat pulang ke Malaysia
but the feeling rindunya dgn MadinahMekah still menebal di hati...
b4 this, I wondered awatla org selalu p umrah byk kali...
but now I know the feeling REALLLY WELLLL....
I understand it now...

moga2 if ada rezeki
I want to be there again...
I want to be the tetamu Allah again...
InSyaAllah~~~

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b4 I ended this entry,
I had decide something~~~~

I decided to write this; my unexpected journey~~ in diary-form...
but yeah... I'm not sure when I'm able to update
all 2-weeks unforgettable moments...
including the trip to Turki; 3days b4 we move to Madinah...
but I want to write all of it...
just wish me luck guys~~~
InSyaAllah...

and to begin with, I want to introduce this people...



this is my group,
we stayed together in this trip...
(Turki-Madinah-Mekah)
two person from the left (front row) is our Mutawwif...

...till meet the next entry...
(^^,)

Friday, 8 February 2019

Where's all my Google+ users' comments???

I'm quite shocked right now!!!
all the comments from Google+ users had been deleted!!!

okeyh...
frankly speaking... I'm not too shocked about the fact that
the Google+ acc will be shut down in Apr'19...
*I had been given this notice before....*
but I didn't expect it gonna be like this~~~~

Where are all the Google+ users' comments???


I forgot that I had been communicate with my friends using Google+....
and now I can't use it anymore~~~

*if you noticed, the Google+ badge had gone too...*

well, I can't put the blame on Google team
and I realized the fact that not many users prefer Google+...

but not for me...
I had using it and somehow getting used with that...
I do have choice to back up it but still...
I'm gonna loss a big support from now...

for those who got the same fate as me
(I notice that not all blogger get this notice...
only those who use the Google+ will get the notification...) 
and still curious about it,
you can refer here too...


Monday, 28 January 2019

a sudden shocked news! a news that I never dreamed to be heard from them!

from 嵐 to be exact....

well I'm not big fans of 嵐, but I love watching VS嵐, 嵐 ni Shiyagare and Baba嵐... and of coz I love their MC session... on whatever situation, they got bond to entertain the audience! I'm always amazed by that skill!

Today is the only day that I'm not hold my phone (except for work related) and I just noticed everyone keeps tweet Arashi shocked news... I got goosebump; hope that everything will be okay...

I choose the first tweet after I sign in, and my eyes startled after seeing the word 'hiatus'...

I was like.... eh!~~~...hontou ni!

...Arashi will be on hiatus starting 31 Dec 2020...

嵐

...really? but why???????

After fews hours getting shocked bcoz of that news, I'm still cant believe a great group like Arashi will be on hiatus too... I mean, they never appeared in my mind to take rest!

but I know, they are human too... they need to take what best for them, as they know best what BEST for them... I am sure, they had a lot thoughts about it, b4 making such risk decision... 

嵐

I believe, the most hurt in whatever decision is them... so I decided to just support what they want to be... even it means I can't watch them together as 5, I will continue support them...

"...to Arashi-san... After hours thinking, finally I come to decision... I will continue support whatever decision you makes from now on... at first place, I supposed not to argue on it bcoz you know what best for you... so, ganbatte on whatever you had decides... live with smiles and stay healthy..."
-addinfarhani

oyasumi minna(^^,)

Tuesday, 1 January 2019

dedication to 2018...

a great challenge's year ended~~~
I can't stop thinking how I'm survived last 12 months...
alhamdulillah~~ with HIS help, I managed to survive...

looking back all the challenges,
I just want to give a BIG applause to myself...
yeah! You did a great job addinfarhani~~~

definitely there are still many things I need to change...
there are still many things I should try...
there are still many things I should abandoned/leave...
so, the journey not ends here...
it still continue...
hope everything gonna be fine...
InSyaAllah~~~

okeyh!
Now what is my azam tahun baru???

hahaha...
hahahahahahha...
haha...

why???
bcoz  till now, I didn't manage to fulfill any my azam tahun baru~~~
I keep postpone it, until I realized none of my azam tercapai...
but the best thing is I got many opportunities..

you know, yg baik utk kita kdg2 buruk utk org lain...
and kdg2 yg buruk utk kita adalah yg terbaik utk org lain...

rezeki xpernah salah alamat...
stop mendengki, iri hati, xpuas hati dgn org lain...
jangan pernah kita sangka kehidupan org lain indah2... sdgkan kita tidak pernah melalui kehidupan dia...bahkan mungkin antara mereka ada yg idamkan kehidupan kita~~~

so bersyukurlah dgn apa yg kita miliki skrg...

tanpa kita sedar, sbnrnya kita ada terlepas pandang
few nikmat yg diberikan kpd kita...
disbbkn minda kita tertumpu utk satu tujuan,
kdg2 kita terlupa akan sstgh peluang yg kita dpt
dlm mencapai tujuan itu...
and yes, jarang org nak appreciate peluang itu,
sdgkan peluang itu yg ada manisnya....

so this new year,
what I hope is,


I hope I smiles more~~~~
(^^,)
oyasumi minna....