Saturday, 21 September 2019

THE 1st-step

Konnichiwa minna-san~~~

I wondered....
if...
no, I mean...

I take...

a very 1st-step in my life~~~
1st time ever I make this drastic decision!
I don't know, I just follow my instinct...
hopefully, everything goes smooth...
I'm not that strong...
I'm not that good with my brain...
I'm not perfect...

Kinda hope that this 1st step I take is worth...
well, my own friend had proved it to me...
but she says that she too needs to face some difficulties too...

Ouh! I wish I can read people

THE 1st-step


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...

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... Insecurities ...
yes, that's what keeps bugging me for the last two days...

I want to be excited but I'm afraid this is just a sweet night dream...
I want to be cautious but it may affect the real things we develop; trust factor...
I want to be open-minded but I'm afraid it may stab-back me later...

...Insecurities...
the probability is undetermined~~~

and this is the time I need HIM most...
He a great planner...
I should seek and have faith in HIM~~
addinfarhani

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